Why turns sadness on me?
When I am free And independent At present
The spring gas sent some changes I shall manage It’s color with an age
With the honor and secure the place I love holidays as they show ways
In leisure time you also can try sometime I am one of those Who has chosen?
No time limit is set for the goal But I consistently responded to the call Let us see how far it pays And stays with the luck in favor
I take it as the strong sign of the future Despite all these I have a simple choice
I prefer Self-chosen path And calm down with a deep breath The death of the dear ones It Always upsets us
and takes the heavy toll of the concentration and develop the blurred vision Abd blocks the mission
I get nowhere and develop the fear Whom should I confide?
So I consciously decide Accept the refuge of nature open up everything
there There is a lively atmosphere and no one shall interfere
I think here about sadness That always appears on the face it reminds
me of glorious spending in the past I like it very much but it upsets
I grew under parent’s shelter So I had not to bother They took full care
And always looked after everywhere
Why Turns Sadness
I was unable to act Especially mother’s face made me cry in fact As a child, I felt it with shyness?
but failed to open up with frankness
I wanted to cry in open As everything was lost in the past heaven Nobody came to me with such kindness
As I was deep down with the finances
Here no sentiments work Only firm stand and words play the great part
I was not only considered as the strict disciplinarian But kind human too
I never insulted anyone As my approach was the same and known For me,
everybody was considered an important And that impression remained permanent
I was forced to reveal outside world about my feelings That I was also weak human being even though I was considered powerful in the ring
I have done whatever I could And in future too I would something worries may take me over yet I shall handle the crisis here
About the worldly affairs I shall remain fair and try not to be emotional and keep it as personal
I shall surrender to the God through prayers and hold belief with the golden words
I have decided to carry my burden with blame on no one my position has been made known it shall be the sole responsibility of my own